Sunday August 18, 2013

I wake up feeling blessed and love. I have come to the conclusion that I must always be on guard against the things that would steal my joy. I also know that I have to stop giving people power over me and be in control of my own life and feelings and reactions. I am at a unique time in my life it is the first time I have lived alone and the first time since 16 that I have only been responsible for only myself. I am still young children are grown up and living their life. They don’t need me as they used to. The whole world is out there and I plan to see it and enjoy it. Some may say I am on a selfish path I say I am on a path of discovery. Who is Ona now? What does she like? What does she want out of life? These and many other questions I plan to answer. I enrolled in classes this time that concentrate on the arts to help improve my writing skills and introduce me to the workings of the theater I am looking forward to that.

The weight loss is working too I have lost a little more weight I decided that every week when I check my weight that is the amount I will place in my vacation fund. This week I loss another five pounds so I put five dollars in the kitty. I plan to use that as my spending money. My dream is to take two weeks and find a nice little village in the fall and spend time writing and just relaxing and enjoying myself. To be on my own time table  to  write when I like sight see when I want and if I want to do nothing.

So at this moment I have three books in production my dreams are getting more and more vivid so I have taken to keeping paper with me at all times and writing down my dreams and any ideas that come to me. I tell you I am at a great time in my creativity. I just fell blessed and loved not so much from people though I know I have that too , but from my GOD I know that by finally being true to self HE is proud of happy for his child.

Be Blessed any and all who read this blog. Have a great Sunday and keep writing!


Story Ideas

Story idea: a captive who is a warrior and has been taking by a people who don’t understand thing and the warrior woman bids he time before taking off. 
Get over here Bellona now. Bellona walks over to her jailer and captor she has had enough she has seen all she needs to report back. She also has enough of the other captives ready to leave with her. Walking slowly standing taller Bellona finally stands in front of the one who thinks he is in charge. 
What do you want she asks confidence in her voice back straight looking him in the eyes. “Do you know what my name means in my language? it means warrior you have a warrior in your mist and she is tired of your treatment of her people. Release us now.
The jailer laughs and tries to stand Bellona holds him down and it is time to die. Fighter to me. At that war cry every captive in the room stood and weapons appear as if out of thin air. The captive held swords and knifes and small handguns at the throat of the guards The jailers stops laughing and his eyes are now so wide the green pupils are almost hidden. “Get everyone out of here and too the gates don’t wait for me take all that want to go and burn everything as you leave. This camp will not hold anyone else. Try to stay low and do as much damage quietly. Protect those that cannot fight and get weapons to those that can. But first kill every soldier here
The jailer tells us we shall all die I tell him he won’t be there to see it if we do. 
(A new story idea that came to me in a dream last night)