I finished my first story and made it available on Smashwords.com. I being the person I am googled myself and the book. I just grinned and thank God when it came up. It feels so good to finish something. I know to a lot of people I am going on about nothing. After all it is a quick read and fiction as well. But it did my heart good to finally have a book out there for others to read. My style is still in development, it will improve as I plan to never stop writing again.
I have decided that at least a portion of my day everyday will be devoted to writing. Researching for the book, fine tuning or just anything that needs to be done. I am thankful for theis time the Lord has allowed me.
Please read my book Phoenix Risisng Book One Hawk on Smashwords it is free right now. It is part of a three part book. Hopefully it will soon be available on Barnes and Noble and Amazon too.
Life is very amazing sometimes the thing you want most in the world is the thing you do not need. At one time I believed that a lost love was the one I needed in my life. I felt that without him I would never be able to love again to have an honest and true love. I asked the LORD time and time again to reunite us. I measured other men to the memory I had of him and forgot all the bad things about him.
I thought that if God would allow us to be together again life would be wonderful and not only would I have the love of my life back but also my daughter’s father.
Well God answered my prayers and allowed this man to go find me and tell me that he still loved me and never should have let me go. Heaven on Earth right, wrong. We talked on the phone for two months then meet again in person spent one month dating again and no! I have so outgrown this man he is still doing and saying and behaving the same way he was 15 years ago. And the sad part is he is not aware of it and fights any change.
So my friends be careful what you pray for because the good LORD may give it to you and it is not at all want you really want. Outcome of this reunion—good. I am finally free of the what if’s of the should I have stayed or was I right to leave. I know now that my decisions were great for me and I have been set free. I will no longer hold other men accountable for the one. And I will no longer compare them to him or my memory of him. I am ready world the question is or you ready for me.
I am so thankful to God for this blessings, HE does answer prayers just not all the time the way you think HE will.
Be Blessed Family
I have made some great progress in my writing. I completed a short story about weres and magic I am gonna offer it for free on Smashwords. This will give me some feedback on my style. I have also started a story a full novel. I am creating everything I have started researching some animal behaviors for it. I have found it to be so much fun.
I have all these story ideas running through my head. All these little voices talking to me wanting to get out. The problem is not knowing where to start and having so many stories I don’t know which to start first. And then there is the time, when do I have the time it seems whenever I say to myself I am going to write today and be productive someone needs me to help them and I have a hard time saying no to friends and family.
Anyway story ideas paranormal everyone loves those I like writing about love, marriage, family, magic and were creatures. I think my first story will have a strong female lead with huge magical powers and she will be beautiful and ancient due. In a world I will create, I will give her a strong male lead maybe two. I think her name will be Queen Phoenix. Tall 6′ 0″ , ebony hair, cool black eyes and cocoa butter skin.